tgh hari tadi Pn. Maha (sekarang ni Dr. Maha) blanjer lunch nasi beriyani for everybody... hahahahahaha...dah aku plak tak bley nak escape drpd makan dua kali sebab bebudak volleyball pon mmg dah confirmkan nak ghi lunch kat CEMPAKA RIMBA kat bangi hari ni.... huih, makan tak ingat si Mas Joko ngan Lili...arap badan je kecik..kalo makan, maaaakkaih... aku pon surrender! Lapo bebenor la tu kot... si noi cover makan chicken chop..hahahahaha... alin plak makan steak..si nana ngan kak marina makan nasik putih ngan lauk pauk cam Mas Joko ngan Lili... si erni plak macam aku... lebam nak makan pasal org dah blanjer tadi.. heh heh..nak buat camner..org dah bagi free, ngap je la! bnyk komplen kang org marah... heh heh... lagipon rezeki jgn ditolak..nak-nak makan pree!

petang ni aku moody sket...kak sharizah cuba buat-buat lawak kat aku... aku appreciate apa yg dia buat..pasal aku tau dier suka tgk aku gelak.. pasal mungkin dier rasa tak bess gelak sensorang... ntah...buat apa pon aku tak de mood... aku bagi jer si Bann pinjam PC aku sebab dier pon baik ati giler kasik aku pinjam CD FLASH MX ... siap tutorial lagik... isk..tapi tak pueh ati btol si kering tu panggil aku TEKSA...ampeh punyer Somban! tapi takper..sib baik la aku ni understanding...hehehehehehe...mmg perangai si Somban tu sejak dulu mmg mcm tu... KUAT NYAKAT... hahahaha... ingat lagi dulu kat USM, naik lebam kene sakat dek dier... kengkadang sakit ati giler biler kene mcm tu... tapi nak buat camner... sayang punyer pasal, tahan jugak! this time, sakit ati kalu, balas je balik! hahahahahaha...modal aku tak de lain...bab pelempang jer.... hahahahahahaha...

aduii..lambat lagi ke nak benti ujan ni? lebat giler... cemana la nak balik nih?

Artist: Melly Goeslow
Song Title: Suara Hati Seorang Kekasih

hanya namamu di hatiku
jiwa dan raga takkan berdusta
namun terkadang
cinta terusik benci sesaat

seribu musim takkan bisa
menghibur hati yang penuh marah
entah mengapa
berpisah saat mulai menjalin

suara hati seorang kekasih
bagai nyanyian surgawi
takkan berdusta
walau ketamakan merajai

diri yang penuh emosi
jauh di dasar hatiku
tetap ku mau
kau sebagai kasihku

it's just another ordinary day...huh..boring giler... smalam aku beli belambak VCD... hahahahaha...tapi haram ntah bila nak tgk pon tak tau. Yesterday , i watched Along Came Polly.... best gak citer tuh...

hari ni baru la nak jejak kaki bukak Flash... tu pon lepas paksa gak diri ni cuba.. walhal dah lama install lam PC..

hari ni pakai baju kebaya warna hijau... baju 2 thn lepas... hahahahaha...padan la aku rasa baju ni cam sendat semacam... cehh...ada hati nak jadi kecik! blasah je la..abeh dah baju aku sumer tak antar dobi lagi... nk buat camner?

aduii...pening kepala... malas nak makan ubat... coz the drugs won't work... i've been adapted to it already... addeih... apa nak buat? layan pak cik LinkinPark je la.... eh eh eh...

.: everything u said to me, takes me one step closer to the edge and i'm about to break :.

buat baik salah...buat jahat pon salah... kenapa la org suka take advantage on us? kalau tak tolong, dia tu sedara-mara...kawan baik sendiri... tapi bila dah tolong, dier permudahkan kita...membiarkan kita tanggung semua kepedihan caused by diorang sendiri... alih-alih, yg kene kejar dek bank...kene kejor dek pendakwaraya, kene kejor dek polis, kitaaaaaaaaaaaaa jugak...

bila buat tak tau kang, kata tak berhati perut.... makan sorang, berkira , tak de perasaan.... mcm-mcm lagi la....

sakit jiwa aku mikirkan semua ni... nak buat-buat tak layan perkara ni, masalahnyer semua tu mengejar aku dlm realiti kehidupan.. kalau stakat call handphone, boleh ajer aku matikan handphone tu ..tak pon bangsat-bangsat pon aku campak je kat longkang.... kalau telefon office? apa aku nak buat? nak bakar office? nak bunuh officemate yg tau pasal hal ni? arrgghhh...serabut jadiknyer....

entah lah..mungkin aku ni cakap tak pandang diri sendiri...asyik nampak salah org lain je..Tapi kali ni aku kene jadi NEUTRAL sebab the past few days aku jadi ADVISOR, ala-ala kaunselor kat sorang kawan yg baru aku kenal... cam harram pon ada aku nih..bunyik cam bagus-bagus jer..masalah yg melanda dia sama macam masalah yg selalu jadi pada diri aku... tapi kali ni aku mendengar dari keluhan hati seorang lelaki... di mana teman wanitanyer perangai sebijik macam perangai aku...iaitu bak kata Irwan Hazree "PENASARAN"...hahahahaha...i really should thank Irwan for introducing me that word! All these while i never thought i would bring such headache and trouble to anybody with my decision to stick or to seperate with my boyfriend coz for me, when the feeling is not there anymore, there is no use to be together.... but, wake up honey! there is always ways to rectify things... and that thing is called CHANCES! i was so blind last time that i broke so many heart and hurt so many feelings... i hurt every single person around me without notice. I regret for acting such a fool...

it's the same boring morning again... i just had NESTUM for my breakfast..gotta keep myself fit this time as i gain too much weight... i'm nearly 70kg now ...which i never thought i would be and i never been soo heavy like this before!

I've got no work to do.. maybe today i'll start learning FLASH all by myself... doing it experimentally..coz the routine work in the lab seems so boring... i wish i could change my working environment...now, where's my magic lamp? i wanna rub it and make a wish...

Beyond a Distance


Through the clouds and beyond the stars,
My thoughts of you seem so far.
I feel so close yet you are miles away,
Beyond my touch is where you stay.
I try to jump but can't get that high,
You drift up close towards the ongoing sky.
Out of my reach and far from my sight,
Until all that is left of you is one burning light.
A star in the sky is what you are now to me,
The farthest one for me to see.
So I make a wish on this shining star,
That you will always think of me
Beyond this distance that is so far.


this poetry was not written by me..it's written byBrooklynn Kirkwood .. i like it so much!

hahahahahaha... hari ni kitorang sumer makan kat kafe jer..malas nak makan kat luar.. and as usual, noi mesti kene BULI dek nana...sebijik cam lam citer 'BULI' part Afdlin Shauki kene buli dek Hans Issac.. addeih...

hari ni 'Jamban Bosar' tak dak... so aku pon MERDEKA... arrghhh, tapi dier ada ke..takde ke...sama jer.... suka ati aku jer nak buat camner pon.. heh heh..
abeh, kalo org dah take us for granted, why must we still nak buat baik jugak?
hangin jer aku...everytime ada conference ker...seminar ker... bengkel ker... jgn kata I WAS THE LAST TO KNOW...tapi dah tahap DAH HABIH KURSUS BARU AKU DAPAT TAHU! It's not that I'm not alert with the things that circulate around me, but they always keep all the good things to themselves... soOoOoOoOO greedy!

tak per... I'm trying to cool down here...hopefully lunch dgn bebudak hari ni dpt buat aku ilang sumer sakit ati.... eh eh eh...

wOw...this is the first time aku boleh menulis dengan begitu bebas apa yg aku rasa dalam hati kecik aku yg besar nih... and special thanks to mr. freaky yg introduce aku pada 'menatang' nih.. chow!